Thoughts & Feelings

Ok...so this is my 1st post. I made this account to express myself and get things off my chest. I doubt a lot of ppl will b reading this...it's just for me to let my feelings out. Today i just got back from a week long college tour.  The trip was horrible although I am telling  ppl it was "fine". When I got home I got straight in the bed. I was bored out of my mind and tried to sleep. I felt like I wanted to cry and i actually dropped a couple tears...I just don't kno y I was crying. I needed to express myself...I really dnt kno y I was crying and I wasn't balling or anything I was just feeling sad. Maybe it was b cuz I just got back from my trip n I was missing my friends and the goofiness even tho the trip was terrible. Every time I start to think about the college tour my eyes water up so I think that may be the reason I wanna cry. But I'm sooo bored n in supposed to b leaving soon to go to my daddy's house...I kno it will b kinda boring and kinda fun...I'll get to c my baby brother...but my step mom's  grandma offended me the last time i was there and upset me. I hope I won't have to c her.....but I'll b there an entire week...so idk. I'm tired of typing now...but I feel a little better...maybe I jus needed to get out of the bed and eat something! Bye <3